I laid down in the dark grass and stared up at the stars. My
heart was aching in my chest, I knew things were wrong, of balance, off center,
just outright wrong. I opened my heart and prayed. “Our Father who Art in
Heaven.”
I paused thinking of what I wanted to say, knowing he could
understand it all. “Lord all I want is my best friend. That’s all I need. The
man who will put himself on the line, I feel him calling me but I’m unable to see
him.”
I listened quietly to the night around me as I prayed for an
answer. It was quiet and not quite what I hoped to hear, “Patience my child,
and rest in my word that soon it will all be alright.”
Closing my eyes I rolled over onto my side and cried.
Wishing for the man I wanted to be with for eternity, praying he’d manifest out
of the cold summer’s night. Eventually I fell asleep in the lawn.
When I woke the next morning my heart was lighter, my breath came easier, my mind was at ease. I kissed my bug, looked up to the sky and thanked the Lord for a better day...
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