The New Life: An Annoying Trait

I used to love when a guy was possessive. I was happy when he let other guys know I was his. However I don’t like this trait in More.

 

Last night was the first time he and Bowman have been in the same vicinity with me around since a shoot earlier this spring. The second More realized who Bowman was he was instantly attached to me. He threw a fit when I informed him I wasn’t done shooting when he was, that I wasn’t ready to go home, and that I wasn’t ready for dinner.

He whined and kept shooting. Then he got his call for work and the fight was on. Eventually I caved knowing it wasn’t worth fighting over..

 

It’s charming that More feels the need to protect me. However I’m not his girl, I’m not his worry, and Bowman has turned into just another guy……

Luna is sick. Please keep her in your thoughts and prayers. She's my baby girl and I don't know what I'll do if I lose her.

The New Life: Not All That Glitters

I laid down in the dark grass and stared up at the stars. My heart was aching in my chest, I knew things were wrong, of balance, off center, just outright wrong. I opened my heart and prayed. “Our Father who Art in Heaven.”

I paused thinking of what I wanted to say, knowing he could understand it all. “Lord all I want is my best friend. That’s all I need. The man who will put himself on the line, I feel him calling me but I’m unable to see him.”

I listened quietly to the night around me as I prayed for an answer. It was quiet and not quite what I hoped to hear, “Patience my child, and rest in my word that soon it will all be alright.”

Closing my eyes I rolled over onto my side and cried. Wishing for the man I wanted to be with for eternity, praying he’d manifest out of the cold summer’s night. Eventually I fell asleep in the lawn.

When I woke the next morning my heart was lighter, my breath came easier, my mind was at ease. I kissed my bug, looked up to the sky and thanked the Lord for a better day...

The Sportster: Not Sturgis

I heard the bikes working their way up the oil trail before I could see them. I leaned back in the blue chair, knowing that my lawn was soon to be turned into a mini Sturgis. One by one the bikes became visible as they turned up the driveway, D’s new truck and trailer bringing up the rear. “One, two, three, four, five, six, and seven,” I mumbled as I counted them all.

“Are we ready for this?” Gma asked.

I sighed, “hope so.”

Before I knew it the bikes were parked, the tents were up, and the coolers were stocked. As I sat in the chair watching the progression I couldn’t help but wonder why D had elected to bring the truck and the big trailer, other then to hold the gear. Blue smiled at me, “ready for this?”

I sighed, “I hope so.”

He chuckled and took my hand, “come on I got a surprise.” He drug me over to the trailer where he let the ramp down. Nestled nicely next to D’s Road King sat a familiar bike. She was now a dark black with a cool blue stripe, my logo scrolled across the gas tank. Tears welled in my eyes as they rolled it off the trailer.

My eyes met Charming’s, “thank you.” I whispered.

I wrapped my arms around D’s neck, “thank you so much.”

He embraced me as my emotions spilled out, “you are most welcome Baby Girl.”

Charming smiled at me, I knew he recognized the change in me. I knew the world was quietly changing around me. That my life was finally on tack, and that maybe, just mybe things were going to change for the better.

 

Where have you been?

The simple answer away...

I've been playing golf, shooting my bow, riding and showing my horses,and even working on the motorcycle. These last two weeks have been crazy, but I wouldn't trade them for anything in the world!
I've finally learned who I'm meant to be and I'm incredibly happy. It's probably been the best summer of my life.....