I shivered as I looked across the lake. I stood on the edge
starring at the ducks that were ignoring me. I sighed and sat down on the bank.
I watched the trees dance in the chilling fall day. I wrapped my coat closer to
me and closed my eyes.
Thinking about the emotional wreck I’ve been lately made my
heart sting. Thinking about the fact that in 14 days I’ll be 22 and celebrating
another birthday alone, made it hurt worse. I opened my eyes and watched the
fall sandhills around me. The ducks quietly chatted amongst themselves. I
decided I need a little bit of direction.
So I’ve been thinking about it, thinking about who I’ve been
for the last couple of months. I decided the Becks that was here, isn’t going
to be the Becks that is here next year. So I started making some goals, setting
some direction. I started the list, I’m sure it will grow but here is a start.
Life Goals:
- Find a job that I enjoy. One that I want to do; one that I look forward to every morning.
- Figure out how to make myself happy, not depend on someone else doing it
Fun Goals:
- Get back into the show ring
- Take a motorcycle class and buy my own bike
- Get Luna started
Relationship Goals:
- Find someone to have fun with and just enjoy having fun
- Don’t worry about getting married or the future, it’ll happen when the time is right
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