I sunk down onto Beans’ couch and nestled up next to the
throw pillows. She sighed as she sat down in her chair, “What’s up?”
“Shouldn’t all this pain be gone? I was sure it’d be gone by
now.” I mumbled.
She chuckled a little, “there is no defined time it takes
for a person to heal. It would help if the wound wouldn’t keep getting cut
open.”
I sighed and closed my eyes and tried to distance myself
from the pain, “remember why I wanted to leave Hometown.”
“Of course, because the thought of him with someone else.
What happened?” She asked.
“I saw him with his new girl. On the motorcycle.” The image
popped into my mind and I was forced to open my eyes to brush it away, “It hurt
so much more then I imagined.”
She nodded, “I’m sorry it happened.”
I sighed, “I met someone new.”
She nodded again, “I know that.”
“He’s great.” I mumbled.
She just nodded.
“Im tired of hurting.” I whispered, close to tears.
“I know that to.” She said quietly.
We sat in silence for awhile. I was softly crying, thinking
about the past, not living in the moment at all. Beans finally spoke, but it
was quiet, almost to herself, “What I’d like to know is if he’s still hurting
too.”
I shrugged, “does it really matter?”
She took my hand and traced her finger over the little line
in the palm, “The truth could.”
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